Back to single again

yesterday, i just confess with Esper about all my feeling from the start of this relationship till now..

I feel like i treated him more like a friend, and though I know he treated me well, yet, i just cant continue, its going no where, our topic is deteriorating as day gone by, and we are having less and less thing in common, although he take care of me well, and you know, maybe im just stupid but i cant stand it.I cant sit there and just receiving love and affection from others while at the same time, i dont know what am i doing.

Im no cheater, im no desperado

Well, I really can't understand, do you really need to force the customer to sign up, its like... not polite at all, and not telling all the truth, maybe im too naive, but yeah, I just want to do it my way..

Sales is getting harder, but I don't care, I know that it will be better, no matter what they say..

Coughing like hell now, but, nevermind, as long as i'm living my life, Not gonna giving up.

STPM result is coming out at the 1st of march, tentatively, hopefully it can be nice.. hopefully...